The Wonder of Small Things
my wife wakes me at 4AM. dreaming of tragedy, I gather all my attention, sit up to listen. “There’s a little creature sleeping in my yellow towel,” she whispers, as if we might wake it thirty feet below and on her studio porch, the place she owns almost entirely in a world that sometimes lurches, seldom meets its promises, sometimes kills. I pull on shorts and follow. we have this right with each other, to share discovery wherever it startles us. I remember the night she sang a small cotillion of southern toads right up to us, the February we followed mating pairs of purple salamanders all along our creek, a season we watched the yellow Argiope above our transom as she courted with her mate and folded a thousand eggs into a silken sheet which she hung behind her before she desiccated. So much more, a daily wonder. A grace. We walk the narrow porch to see what it might hold, enfold: a tiny, speckled wren, feathers puffed against the first cold night, hanging inside a fold of cloth which she gathers around her, head under wing, inside a temporary necessary shelter, breathing.
Gary Phillips was the 2016-2019 poet laureate of Carrboro, North Carolina. He lives in a rammed earth house in Silk Hope, North Carolina. A child of Appalachia, Gary reads poetry and Afro-Futurism, studies amphibian activities on full moon nights and was once a commissioner in Chatham County. His book of poetry and occasional pieces, The Boy The Brave Girls was printed in 2016 by Human Error Publishing (Wendell, Mass).