This is an excerpt from Kebbi’s new release, The Hidden Face of Schehrazade:
“Hey, you! Young man, talk to me! Hey, listen…yes, you…how about you give me ten thousand Lebanese pounds, and I’ll allow my daughter to entertain you tonight?”
“Huh, what did you say?” the youth answered, dumbfounded.
Not knowing what
to say, he tried to dismiss the old man, but the latter wouldn’t quit. He kept right
on walking by his side, and the graybeard continued, “Listen, my daughter is
quite an expert; you’ll never regret meeting her, believe me. You’ll even come
back for her!”
It was the holy month of Ramadan.* The
streets of Tripoli, glowing with bright lights, were crowded with people. All
thoroughfares, alleys, backstreets, corniches and paths…and even dead ends…were
illuminated. Colored bulbs dangled from streetlamps and lightened dark corners.
Strings of light clinched and curled around lampposts. Lanterns decorated
balconies and swayed with the breeze. Glittering paper moons and stars adorned
the shops. After Iftar* and Taraweeh* prayers, the families of the old city
invaded the roads in search of gifts, clothes, shoes, and food while its youth
filled every coffee shop, deli and restaurant.
Entire families squeezed into tiny
boutiques to purchase all sorts of outfits for the coming feast—Eid El Fitr.* Fathers
conferred at the doorstep of every store discussing politics, sharing points of
view. Sometimes they argued. Sometimes they saw eye to eye. Sometimes their
exchanges reached a loud crescendo which would only subside when one of the
participants caught the stony, disapproving stare of his wife.
In the shops, mothers helped their
children try on an assortment of clothes. Shirts flew in the air. Pants landed
on top of the heads of customers. T-shirts
got passed around hand to hand. Shorts were scattered on the floor and dresses
hung askew on hooks. Skirts cluttered every
possible space while shoes and socks mixed and mingled everywhere.
Meanwhile, teenagers crammed the cafes
to smoke the hubble-bubble and enjoy the famous kaakeh,* stuffed with cheese or
thyme. The guys routinely grouped on one side of the coffee shops, ensuring
both a view of the girls who walked in as well as of the large TV screens affixed
to a wall near the snack bar. The TVs were, usually, tuned to a football game. The
young ladies assembled in corners facing the boys. They gossiped. They giggled. And, sometimes, they glanced
sideways at the boys, just often enough to encourage their bold advances.
Salima watched all the hubbub from
her chamber window. She wore a flimsy, red nightgown as she knelt on the black
couch placed under the wide opening. Her arms leaned upon the windowsill. Her lovely head rested on her soft hands. Tears rolled down her cheeks, but her tongue
apprehended the salty water before it stained her nightie.
Nearby, her elder sister, Mira, was
lying on her bed. She could barely keep
her eyes open. As soon as they closed, she fell into a deep sleep and her heavy
breathing pulled Salima’s attention away from her post. She refocused on the
center of the room where the exhausted Mira was stretched out. Although Mira’s
delicate features seemed tranquil but Salima was well aware that her sister’s
slumber was a turbulent one.
The door to the girls’ boudoir
squeaked open, and a stunning brunette appeared. Majida treaded softly into the
safe haven and deposited her lovely self next to her sister on the dark settee,
under the window.
Salima noticed the streaked face.
Without a word, she drew her youngest sibling into her arms, pulled her head
against her shoulder, and stroked her long, soft hair. Their slender bodies
shook with choked sobs. Majida held tight to her elder and rocked her back and
forth in an attempt to alleviate their shared pain.
The weeping pulled Mira out of her
nap. She joined the twosome, and the three of them tried to find some comfort
in a group hug. For a moment, they stared at each other in silence. Then, they
all turned their bodies around to view the street, all resting their elbows on
the windowsill.
The three, striking women released
their souls, which allowed them to drift along with the Tripolitans in the old
souks. Their thoughts invaded the shops, penetrated the cafes, investigated the
restaurants, crept into the delis, sneaked into sweetshops and even infiltrated
the privacy of homes.
Mira’s large, brown eyes followed a
young, attractive man. He was tanned and muscular. His curly, black hair bounced
up and down with every step he took. He was wearing light-blue jeans that
hugged his well-developed thighs and a white slim-fit top that embraced his
torso. She wondered if he had a sweetheart. She imagined his tender touch, his
comforting voice. She envisioned his house, especially his bedroom — the
romantic setting where all emotions and passions were spilled. She struggled to
dream about love and falling in love. Would she ever experience that weird
feeling everybody talked about? She
doubted it for how could she understand such a mysterious emotion, particularly
if it was related to sex? Wasn’t sex pure business as her father had taught
her? Weren’t sex and money related? Could a person actually enjoy having a
sexual relationship?
Salima caught a glimpse of a man in
his fifties who was waiting in a long queue at the bakery. She stalked him with
her eyes, curious to discover what a true father could offer his family. He was
of medium height and wore grey trousers and a blue shirt. In his right hand, he
held a clear, plastic bag through which Salima could see fresh buns while in
his left hand he clutched a box of maamoul, the famous pastry baked especially for
the occasion of Eid el Fitr.
Eventually, the man reached the
counter clerk, paid for his purchases and stepped out of the bakeshop. He walked
toward a grey Nissan where his wife and kids were waiting for him. The moment
he climbed into the vehicle, a flurry of small arms appeared and little hands
snatched the bag and the box. Salima could, almost, hear the children laugh and
tease each other. She could imagine them stuff first the bread rolls and then
the maamoul into their keen mouths. She did notice the parents looking with
tenderness at each other and smiling at their kids’ voracity. Why couldn’t she,
Salima, be born into a normal family? Why couldn’t she have had a father who
sought to protect her? Why couldn’t she go to school? Why couldn’t her father
care about her, or her sisters? Why couldn’t they have maamoul?
Next to Salima, Majida bent over
the windowsill and focused on two teenage girls who were coming out of a boutique and holding a
number of shopping bags. Both of them were tall and slim and wearing trendy
outfits. They seemed excited and happy as they walked down the street
blabbering, laughing, and bouncing on their feet. A few minutes later, they
entered a shoe shop directly across from Majida so she could follow their
activities. The two young women wandered
around the store inspecting the displayed shoes and bags. They hesitated at
some point when one of them grasped a pair of high-heeled red shoes, and the
other seized an elegant red handbag. They eyed each other, grinned, and,
apparently, asked one of the assistants to fetch them the right size of shoes. Without
her noticing, Majida’s lips drooped, her shoulders sagged, and her heart
bled. These two were having the time of
their lives. Why couldn’t she, Majida, enjoy her teens just like everybody
else? Why couldn’t she go shopping? Why didn’t she have friends? Why couldn’t
she go out for a movie or a cup of coffee?
Then, the eyes of
Mira, Salima, and Majida all shifted to monitor another man’s actions. The man
who changed, controlled, and manipulated their destiny.
Their father was posted in a shadowy
spot, leaning against a stained wall and smoking a cigarette held between
darkened fingers. His daughters felt their cheeks burn with shame as they laid
eyes on his shabby appearance which never failed to turn their stomachs. His
hair was untidy and greasy and his beard long and tangled. He wore a torn, blemished
shirt. His tarnished pants hung loose
and his sneakers were torn and muddied.
They saw their father leap in front
of a young passerby. They knew he was making the young man the same offer he
made strange men every night and for the past five years. The sisters watched
the man reject their father’s offer, as if appalled, and try to dismiss him but,
of course, their old man persisted, as usual. He ran after the young male until
he spotted another target.
“Hey sir!” he shouted; “Dear sir, I
only need ten thousand liras to buy a pack of cigarettes. Oh, oh, don’t
misunderstand me. I don’t want that for free. I have three beautiful daughters,
and you can pick and choose. How about that? Ten thousand isn’t much to ask
for, is it?” They saw the old man, who was his target, stop to talk and, then, shake
hands with Malek.
The three girls turned from the
window and, in silence, each asked herself …whose turn was it tonight?
Glossary of Arabic terms:
-Ramadan: is the holy month when Muslims are expected to fast.
-Iftar: is the dinner that Muslims have after a long day of fasting. The fast lasts from Morning Prayer till sunset prayer—from almost four in the morning to seven in the evening: the time changes according to the moon calendar.
-Taraweeh: are special and optional prayers, only held during the holy month of Ramadan.
-Eid El Fitr: is the holiday that comes immediately after the holy month of Ramadan to celebrate the breaking of the fast.
-Kaakeh: is a kind of bagel which Tripoli is famous for and is served with thyme or cheese.
Sadika Kebbi is a corporate trainer and workshop designer who is known for her unique storytelling style. She is also a TEDx speaker and a member of the National Storytelling Network in the US.
Sadika is a John Maxwell Executive Director and one of his licensed and certified Coaches, Speakers, Trainers.
She is also the author of two books. The first one is academic and is entitled The Temptations of the Flesh in Madame Bovary and the Awakening, while the second is a collection of 20 short stories entitled The Hidden Face of Scheherazade. Sadika has also published two research essays, articles and many short stories in diverse national and international magazines.
In 2016, Sadika founded an NGO called ‘Kun Ensan’ (Be Human), which aims at co-existence peace building and bridging gaps between different political, social and religious communities within Lebanon, mainly through storytelling. Based on her experience in public speaking and storytelling, Sadika noticed how titles and labels fade away and eventually disappear once a human heart is touched.